Gone.

i understand the feeling,
of needing something more.
of trying to find the future..
of never reaching shore.
i know now, where i'm going
but not where i belong
i know that you're not helping
or moving me along..
i can't help but not feel week
i can't breathe without your touch
it's so sick the way i'm feeling
it's nothing more than useless lust..
waiting for the moment
when i can pass with time
when things will soon be perfect
and i'm not breaking every rhyme.
i want to soon feel normal
i don't want to feel alone
i dont want to have you cross my mind
all in all, i want you gone.

I guess..

time to unwind...just passing the time.
take off my jeans, & hit the rewind.
life on the run, is not always fun..
I guess you just get used to it.

I loosen my hair... & wash off the day.
breathe in some air, and say it's okay.
try to make fun, but I'm not the one..
I guess this is nothing that's new.

I slip into bed...closing my eyes.
reaching for something, saying goodbye.
that song in my head, makes me rather be dead.
I guess I should get over it.

Neutral.

so tired of this same routine,
it seems like it's taking over me
another night with sleepless rest
another day of endless guess...
I can take a hint when I'm ignored
..wish i could win this fight,
without a sword...
sooo long ago, you would have thought
I'd had learned my lesson..
and soon forgot..
but here I am still stuck in place.
hiding the emotions behind my face..
It's hard to say when this will end,
perhaps someday this road will bend..
But as for now you'll find me here..
stuck in neutral, not changing gear.

Obsolete.

it's not about what's come to be,
or all the things you haven't seen.
it's not about what hurts the most,
the nights that end in instant lust..
the simple things are all you need,
just be the best that you can be.
forget about your troubles here,
open your eyes, make vision clear..
do what's right for no one else,
make your days entirely count..
listen close and claim your land,
step by step, hand in hand.
yes overall, we're incomplete.
but overall, we're obsolete.
overall, we're nothing less..
than useless matter, a beating chest.

Hypnotize.

It's like you never left me,
like nothing ever changed.
Like things were meant to last forever,
like the bee was meant to sting..
Your eyes, they hypnotize me.
Your smile gets me high.
Your kisses make me weaker
when the sun sets in the sky.
Can't bear too long without your touch,
I long for every word.
The simple things you say to me,
are the nicest things I've heard.
I know it's wrong to say this,
I know it's not my place.
I know this makes thing dificult..
And everything fall out of place.
I watch the waves move slowly,
my heart still keeping pace.
And just when you had left my mind,
my blood begins to race.
It's like a drug for strangers,
who know nothing what it's like.
You're simply irresistable
and to that I cannot fight.
Your actions leave me speechless,
your simple touch is all I need.
After I put my eyes on yours,
they're all that I could see.
I don't want to admit my weakness,
I don't want to claim my faults.
I don't have to make things seem okay,
Its too late to catch my fall.
When nothing else makes sense to you,
when your thoughts are stuck on me,
just know that you are in my heart
and there you will always be.
Let's fly away like butterflies,
let's ignore bees as they sting.
Let's admire what's in front of us,
&& never be afraid to sing.
Let's make things right from here now on,
let's move with the falling tide.
Let's keep a smile on our face until we say goodbye.
Let's remember nothings over
even though you think it is,
just hold onto the moment
..... perfection will set in.