dance like no one's watching.

Completely unaware,
thought nothing could compare
Was lost, with nothing there..
and trying not to want you.

Even when you're gone from me..
want nothing more to find my seat,
to settle down, admit defeat.
and dance like no one's watching..

For where and when thing's start to fade,
In time we'll fall, increasing speed.
I'm lost in time and untold truths,
there's nothing left for you to do.
So move along, and leave me here..

I'm alone for now..

..but not wanting you.

All that you could be.

Change was once so easy, from time to time of day.
Remembering what's over, when there was so much more to say.
Move on to a new day, with so much more to see.
Try to keep thing's simple..
be all that you could be.

Perhaps, Just maybe, Somehow.

Disconnected from the world, from my fear, and from my pain.
Just trying to move myself along, and keep bad things away.

I'm lost inside your world and all means to get away..
Wishing for all it's worth that everything would be okay.
Change is must less easy when the sky has turned to grey.
Perhaps..just maybe..somehow, everything will be okay.

Missed the Date..

a song I wrote on the bus home one day...it's a bit hard to follow but I'm really proud of it. Enjoy! :)


woke up late, missed the date
barely caught the bus on time
walked too fast, when faces crashed
my eyes, looked up and saw you
the second passed, I brushed off the grass
returned to running mindlessly
I was too late, I missed the date.
And stood the entire class

(chorus) Cause you are..
the one who holds my mind in place
and you are..
the person once I saw your face, I knew
I could love you.

The teacher talked, or so I thought
I was having trouble listening
thoughts of you, your eyes of blue
It wasn't like they said.
We didn't run away to love..
the sky, no bluer, still stood above.
The day went great, I missed the date..
cause I was slowly stuck in time.

I find myself running minutes late
to maybe see your face again
no luck, no fate, I'm just too late
it wasn't meant to be.

(chorus) Cause you are..
the one who hold my mind in place
and you were...
the person once I saw your face, I knew
I could love you.

Perhaps I lost the point to the
speech I missed that day
and looking back, just as I'l thought
the questions slipped away
Mr. Greene had said to me "Always be on time"..
for minutes lost aren't worth the thought,
only future..
is worth your time.

(chorus) Cause you are..
the one who holds my mind in place.
and you were..
the person once I saw your face, I knew

that I loved you.

Just another day.

The view behind me, worthless.
The path ahead, my fortress.
The goals I've set, quite clueless..
yet, keeping me at bay.
My life, so long, so lustless.
So lost inside this complex..
To where or when I've found this.

It's just another day...

For Good.

A new dawn is beginning, picking up pace.
My old world is rewinding, keeping me in place.
I'm lost in what I'm losing, I've found in what I'm looking,
Just trying to make things easy, somehow.

Won't find what has been hidden, can't help what has been chosen,
don't want to fall unconscious, for good.

A glance to what's in front of me, brings times of lost and forgotten leads.
To where they led one day we know,
has yet to be uncovered.

Life is full of untold truths, unknowing strangers full of amuse,
the world we are in makes it hard to keep score...
indefinitely.

Move on.

Drifting the traits from valid to not,
Moving my mind to have second thoughts.
Forgetting all the things that I hadn't forgot..
and trying to move me along.

Losing my mind although it's nothing that's new.
Constantly fighting to know what to do.
Despite better thoughts I'm still thinking of you..
it's what I have known all along.

Perhaps here in time I'll make progress in life.
Won't have to keep trying to win every fight.
I can sit back and accept what is wrong and is right..
the time has come to move on.

To whoever actually reads this thing....

I apologize for not posting in so long, having roommates is an awful distraction. I have almost ten writings to post and I promise to have them online by the end of the weekend :) Hope all is well!!