Quit.

I don't want you to affect me,
but somehow you always do.
I don't want you to forget me,
I wish I could forget about you.
It's not like I expected for things to have changed.
But I guess it's sort of stupid of me to think that they still may.
I could do without you in my life, but I feel lost without you here.
if I could I wouldn't change a thing, though I know I probably should.
Hard work will surely help me,
and prevent me from inevitable fail.
but when will things get easy,
I think the ship has sailed...
one beat, one pause, another slips away...
you are leaving me speechless, with nothing to say.
Though you have a way with words, that's one thing I admit.
just the simple thought of you, I am suddenly unable to sit.
I am currently trying to make all the pieces fit.
However, I know it's impossible and that it is time to quit..