unable.

unable to learn
unable to sleep
unable to focus
or admit my defeat
unable to wake
from this beautiful dream
unable to shake
what has happened to me
unable to think
anything less of all this
unable to take
items off of my list
unable to breathe
when your mind is around
i can read what you're thinking
like you said out loud
unable to remember
what had happened before
unable to leave
my own thoughts at the door
unable to sing
unable to act
unable to bring
unable to laugh
unable to see exactly the truth
i want to just gravitate,
closer to you..
unable to fight the feeling for now
unable to search for the meaning of how
unable to feel the pain here inside
unable to run, for instead i just hide..