Simply Just Me.

I haven't had much to say lately,
but i guess that that's probably because there's isn't really much to see.
But more recently I have had a wave come over my life,
and it has really changed things...

I see colors more vibrantly.
I hear music more clearly.
I read conversations without ponder.
I answer love songs with a reply.

Sure. None of it makes sense.
But whoever liked making sense anyway...

It was always more fun to run away with the bad influences.
Lose yourself in the drugs.
Sway to the music in a blaring crowd.
Fall in love with a passing face.
What kind of progress have I made?
Well that depends on what you find productive.

I'm in love with my life right now.
I've made progress. I've painted lines.
I have exchanges with others that I would have never hoped to have accomplished.

I have danced on the silent stage.
I don't need approval from the people that don't matter.
I don't need approval from you.

I'm not looking for some kind of restitution.
I am fine with the passing time.

I've always been one to find beauty in sorrow.
To always change with the changing pace..

I don't want to fall behind the mindless bother,
of someone who does nothing but hate.

I am so beyond the small place I once lived.
Scary sometimes how much I have changed.

And whether or not I did things the way they were planned,
you can't change what has happened to date.

I miss the feeling of being out of control.
I don't like running my schedule with time.

SO when you're willing to run away and leave it behind,
I'm hoping you know where I'll be.

I'm lost in confusion. Which makes way too much sense.
I'm always planning for something within reach,

I can't remember the last time I could write without thought.
Could say something without being judged.

But for now, here is this.
Here is me.
Always true.
I am living for no one but me.

And as time passes by I have no desire to be........Anything but simply just me.