Your race.

No words to describe how I'm feeling,
for I don't think there's a word for all this...
No thoughts to explain how it's hurting,
though I sit here each day and just wish.

I wait for the moment,
when you'll feel the same way.
You'll glace over to me,
and know just what to say...
My thoughts will then simmer,
my mind will relax.
My heart slowly throbbing...
The moment will pass..

I'll find myself here,
where I started back then.
Continually wishing,
here we go once again...
I wonder if time will bring light to this fog.
I wonder if someday I will finish a song..
I question surroundings,
I watch my own back.
Think twice before choosing,
never miss what I lack.

I have begun to admit I don't have any clue.
I don't know where I'm searching,
I just know I want you.

If you only could see what I have in my heart..
A big open space, that's now tearing apart.
I wonder if someday you'll fill that whole space.
Or if I'll constantly be here,
still last place in your race.