All that I'd be..

I long to live the fullfilling life, a strength I've yet to see..
And just when I thought I was strong enough, I fell for all to see.
Don't cry too much, won't show what's left, the world can't see what's me...
and all before I showed myself.

I lost all that I'd be.

You were all I needed, and all I had.
You were all I had to see.
You picked me up, and threw me down,
and left me here to be.

I'll never forget the way I felt, and the things you seemed to feel.
The way you never cared so less, and seemed to take the wheel.

You ruined all that had meant to me, I can't go a single day.
I don't want to admit it, but because of you.
I will never get away.