I've learned to lean on what's been near....
I've always wanted to stay right here.
I've wished for what's been on my mind...
I've searched for what's impossible to find.
I wonder each day if what I'm doing is right...
I'm constantly wishing I could give up this fight.
I seem to have got myself stuck in a hole...
where no one can find me, sitting alone.
Where things did go wrong, to that I can't see..
but it's clear something's missing, or wrong about me.
I don't have enough time to do what I want..
wishing I could apply all the things I've been taught.
Just can't the images out of my head..
lately I've been thinking, I'd rather be dead.
I have lost the ability to make things okay...
just thinking that maybe it will be better,
someday.
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