....catch me.

life has found it's reason, for making thing's astray.
life has found that in me, nothing is "okay".
i'm wondering when this happened, when i lost all my control.
i'm trying to remember ..but i can't seem to think at all.
stuck inside these feelings, what's been good and what's been bad,
i'm having trouble moving, and this is all i've ever had.
i'm lost inside this moment, lost behind that wall.
lost in thoughts surrounding you, lost inside it all.
searching for that something, that will make all things okay..
looking for the person, waiting for that day.
paths that aren't yet taken,
loves that are yet to be found..
questions that remain unanswered,
times when you fall to the ground.
all becomes a learning game, one that's hard to beat.
all becomes a constant race, of inevitable defeat.
what i want, and what i need are two separate things in all.
i pray that someday, someone soon, will catch me as I fall..